My mate marmite...Boat show has come around quick again...over half way through. For some reason this year is more difficult not having you there than last! Simon and Grandpa are doing a good job! I keep a letter next to my bed that you wrote me not long before you left us... I read it sometimes and it's like I can hear you reading it out to me... I thought it would get easier as time passed but that's not true, there is not a day that goes past where I don't think of you or talk about you. You were the most caring, loving grandad I could ever ask for, I would do anything to have a big cuddle from you and to see your beautiful face. You were truely the best!! I'm trying my hardest to ensure I make you proud, i really hope you can see that. Everyone misses you so much, my heart still feels broken and I'm not sure that will ever go away. I'm sure your proud of us all and happy were doing ok!! Miss you so much and love you forever. Your mate marmite xxxxxxxx